Thursday, January 01, 2004

When tired... but fruitful~ really enjoy last yr.. Lots of ups and down.. grow a lot in my faith (coz lat yr faith camp)... Though unable to bring my family to Know HIm, but there is always plenty of chance This yr.. Brand new yr means brand new challenges...

Many things change.. people come and go, perhaps i should to let things come and go easier.. After aall, guess who is in control of everything!? ^^ Gone thru parents objection to my dad's support. though they seldom ask or even mention about my belief, but i know deep inside them, they knew i have change..

I'm the same old bad temper guy, who gets irriated by in fact everything... but i'm juz different.. coz to be able to control is great.. especially able to be able to control money, self-control, control (manage) time better... but what i really learn is to give up.. yeah, give up control of our own life, give up money, give up time... COz God is bigger than what man can imaging.. If ya knows tat, you will seems small, and all ya problem? .. Haha, too small to compare..

Well, easy to say hard to follow.. Fell many time this yr.. Knew my weakness more, and know more of my weakness.. felt weak yet Stronger than last yr.. Chim to understand ? well.. Juz put it this way.. There is no other way, He is the only way..

from a blur blur person, to a gong gong new-B, to a terrible shepherd, to a aweful guitarist, hopeless joker, to an crazy member, to a natural ah-beng (drama drama!!), to a noisy Y-Wampire... haha~ maybe i'm juz a nobody to u! but no way i'm a nobody, coz i 'm his love.. the Son who he love... Amen..

P.s. Many thing to be done, many things left undone, Many challenges ahead..... yes or no? how? when? what? where? .... Ouch!! i'm afraid.... xD aiyA whO cares Man!! i am not alone!! Father, Son, Holy Spirit and me! Yeah! MahJong anyone? =X

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